KONBANWA Mina-san!
I am having a hard time falling asleep. I believe the reason is because I am anxious. Earlier today, I was called to take a calibration exam along with 7 other people for the post I was applying for. The exam wasn't really difficult, and that is the reason why I am anxious; because, more than likely, we will have the same results and I don't know what will be there basis for judgement. I really want this post and am praying very hard. The crazy part is, I am more disturb about the result of my application rather than be disturb after hearing the news about my grandma's death. Yes, my grandma died today. Honestly, I didn't feel any sadness. I don't know what's wrong with me but I received the message without really minding it so much. It was as if it was nothing. Am I that indifferent towards my relatives or is it just because I never really got to bond with my grandmother that much so I am unaffected by the news?! Anyway, wherever my grandma is, I hope she's okay. So, for now, I'll try my best to fall asleep and continue to pray that I be granted the post. We will know the result after our shift tomorrow. I pray that I will hear good news!
Sore Jya... Oyasuminasai Mina-san....
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