Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts

Monday, January 25, 2010

Work!!! It's EXHAUSTING!

Konnichiwa Mina-san....

Hisashiburi desu!

It's been a week since I last wrote something. Anyway, as to be expected, the first photo is about me and my vanity... Ahahaha! Anyway, I took this photo when I saw that my fair fell very well.


Work has been Very Exhausting! Good thing I met new friends. They are quite a friendly bunch. The calls weren't so many but the calls and problems are equally difficult. Everyone is really trying there best to make a sale.... YES, even if we are tech agents, we are asked to make sales. Ridiculous but we have to accept it!












Anyway, in relation to sales, Maye (one of my office buddies) and I were pointed out as the least people to have revenue. Our stay in the company is even questioned because of very low sales. When I heard how that was said, I got infuriated. I was so mad I had to do something to release them. So what Maye and I did was to go to Robinsons and play games at TIMEZONE. We played a game were we can just through things at an interactive screen. We threw and threw and threw to our hearts content.

A little while later, we played basketball, videoke and Dance Revo. Dance Revo wasn't very challenging. It was so relieving. Then we went home to get some rest.

That's just a quick update about how frustrating work can be..... Sigh!!!

Mata ne, Mina-san!!!!

Monday, January 4, 2010

HAVING A HARD TIME FALLING ASLEEP


KONBANWA Mina-san!

I am having a hard time falling asleep. I believe the reason is because I am anxious. Earlier today, I was called to take a calibration exam along with 7 other people for the post I was applying for. The exam wasn't really difficult, and that is the reason why I am anxious; because, more than likely, we will have the same results and I don't know what will be there basis for judgement. I really want this post and am praying very hard. The crazy part is, I am more disturb about the result of my application rather than be disturb after hearing the news about my grandma's death. Yes, my grandma died today. Honestly, I didn't feel any sadness. I don't know what's wrong with me but I received the message without really minding it so much. It was as if it was nothing. Am I that indifferent towards my relatives or is it just because I never really got to bond with my grandmother that much so I am unaffected by the news?! Anyway, wherever my grandma is, I hope she's okay. So, for now, I'll try my best to fall asleep and continue to pray that I be granted the post. We will know the result after our shift tomorrow. I pray that I will hear good news!

Sore Jya... Oyasuminasai Mina-san....